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I am afraid. I am afraid to fall in love. I am afraid to fall in love not because of the hurt I could get. I am afraid to lose the one person that could mean the world to me. I am afraid I could hurt him/her or disappoint him/her from my little unintentional actions. I do not want to lose this person mentally, and then physically. I do not want to have them leave with good memories, also with bad memories that would forever be embedded in them. I want it all to just be good memories and never have them leave. Basically, I am afraid to love because I do not want to hurt any more souls that come into my life. I do not trust myself. It seems that I keep screwing up every time they enter my life. But right now, I think I am falling. I think I am falling for someone. What should I do? Sigh..